my drive draining?

i wonder at times if i can do this thing. sometimes i feel that i still want to be free of this burden and live a life free from these responsibilities. maybe i can go to an island where all i can do is to take care of one person... me. but this is just some fantasy i made up to escape from this hectic world.

but i should be lucky that i have my family and my best friends who still encourages me to go the distance. i should try to take their encouragement more seriously. they are always here to help me out whenever i feel down and depressed. i want to try and become more systematic with the way im living. it can only start with myself and myself only. i should act, not just saying it out.

Chaiyouk2!!! Gambatte!!! DOraemon Terer!!! :D.. Never give up, never surrender.